Luv by me ⭐

It’s snowing, but the sky is still covered in a blanket of stars. The red blanket to protect me from the snow on the armchair now covered in nine. I’ll leave it right here out on the patio. I could challenge you to a snowball fight, or simply love you. After all, loving you is natural. So I decide to write you a letter. This time I’ll deliver it. This time you’ll be able to read what I’ve been carrying inside me for almost four years. I grab the pen, my hand trembling slightly, and while I slide down, our son takes a photo of me. “Mom, I’m going out to dinner with friends. You’re beautiful when you smile.” He walks away, waving goodbye with a hasty wave. I look at a star, the one that seems to be the closest, and I let myself be carried away by the feeling that binds me to you. “There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of us and what we’ve shared, with all the beauty and even with our limitations.”
“I’m writing to you with an open heart, aware of the mistakes we’ve made and with the sincere desire to make amends together, with acceptance on my part and awareness on yours.”
“I wish we could start over with respect and understanding.”
“I still believe in us, in that unique complicity that has bound us, and I’m ready to build something better.”
“You are an important part of my life—I’d dare say the best part of my life—and I hope we can rediscover that serenity together. In a world that sucks, we know how to find our Heaven, even if being in Hell with you would perhaps be more fun.”

“You and I have forgiven each other many times… this time, let’s give each other a gift. Christmas is approaching, and I know ours could truly be the best gift ever. It’s a right we deserve in our world outside. We have a somewhat strange family, but it’s our family, and they are all wonderful.
Do you want that?
Luv

Cyn ♥

tune 𝄠